Man Down

Since the horrific incident that took place last week I still haven't been able to get over the loss of my 50mm.  Immediately after the fall heard round the world, I threw another lens on my 5d to make sure it was still working.  And it was...... Until I had a newborn shoot this past week and realized my auto focus wasn't working properly.  Heart pounding, cue the nausea and shortness of breath. So I filled out a service repair report on Canon's pro services site, packaged up my baby and mailed it yesterday.  The walk to the post office my mind was racing.  Did I take the memory card out?  Did I put enough peanuts in the box?  Did I REALLY put enough packaging tape on?   I hesitated putting it in the drop box... Like major hesitation.  Please Lord Jesus let's this box make it there safely.  I don't know why but I envisioned that box just hitting the floor of the post office, someone kicking it to the side, and never being heard from again.  All there is left to do is wait....